At sixes and sevens

Knowing that someone is listening and providing comfort when you are in a rather confused state of mind is really heartening. Regardless, will still have to find a way out.

Tossing and turning for hours before I could really fall asleep. Even though, I did not sleep well at all. Anyway, thanks a lot for your advice. I mean, to my dearest Bro and Leon from Singapore.

Got to unwind myself. I am all ready to hit the gym again...................hope I will feel better after that..............................

Sunday at 11am est

Saturday night........

Just changed my featured photo. Took it myself days ago. I worked out at the gym so hard and I think my hard work paid off ;o) Long way to go ;o(

I think I am acting a bit strange today - mentally. When I got home today, I saw a white envelope with a piece of small note on the desk. My roommate is moving out in two weeks. Yes, that's indeed a very short notice to have been given out by anybody living in Manhattan. I was really pissed but there is still nothing I can do to change the reality. My mind is blank now.................................again.............................

At 1155pm est

Another post on the same day.....

Nothing much, just wanted to come here and pour out a bit of my ambivalence toward that so-called special someone, not literally but, at least after years of being a single. I have always been very cautious about people of whom I find to be intelligent and humorous because I tend to get close to this type of person. Well, guess I am a pretty quiet and boring person who does not have a really colorful life despite the fact that I have been in this big city for years that many people have wanted to live in.

I was actually invited to go over to this special someone's apt tonight but somehow I was told at the eleventh hour that we might have to do it another time. I was really well prepared to get closer to this person tonight but that message came as a warning to me that I should keep a distance and hold back a little. I know I have always been pretty in control of almost everything in life but not quite when it comes to a relationship nonetheless. I guess having great times matters most in a "relationship" of its kind. No, we never talked about being an item whatsoever. The gestures, intimacy and conversations we've had and I knew it instinctively that we are pretty close and just steps away from becoming an item. No I am not desperate for love but no one would resist the temptation, would you?

I've learnt to be strong after the previous heartbreaking moments that lasted months. That's why I never been out hunting for love even though I have implicit faith in myself. Love is a mutual feeling and it is hard to find but not impossible. Well, well I am feeling much better now after letting it out (just like someone in the asylum talking to the wall..hehe). May still need something to knock me out tonight ;o) Cheers!

On Tuesday at 10pm est

Doggy...smile....hehe

Found this little cutie online moments ago and added to my blog...hehe

Wonder what my brother has been doing recently as he has not posted anything here for days. Must be stuck with his piano practice.

Don't work too hard (I know you won't)....LOL

On Tue at 1.12pm est.

A brand new week..........

A brand new day and week......did not really do anything during the weekend but had a great time with a friend I got to know recently. We had a great time at McDonald's. Was raining the whole day that day (Sat) but luckily none of us was drenched as a result ;-P

Just had two slices of bread and a glass of organic milk. Will hit the gym in a bit before meeting up with a friend who promised to burn me a CD (a nice movie which quite a number of my friends agreed).

Another sad news today that Citigroup would slash about 53,000 jobs after learning that one of the largest electronic stores in the States, Circuit City filed for Chapter 11 Bankruptcy Protection last Mon (Nov 10th). When will these issues be put to an end? Kind of unpredictable even though the newly-elected President promised that tackling on the global economy would be the first priority after him taking office. God bless America!

Monday at 2pm est

Economic downturn

Being put through the toughest time in my life. Well, I mean the same goes for almost every working adult. The only thing that can keep one going is "love", unconditional one. Love will open up our heart and give us comfort. I felt so warm after an outing with a friend who gave me so much comfort, no hugging, no kissing. Merely the words said to me and the topics we shared with each other meant so much to me. The togetherness..........

Was walking in the rain for about half-an-hour all by myself after the dinner with Ray. The entire neighborhood was like a dead town during the downpour and of course, downturn. I pray for the people to be re-united and the economy to be resuscitated in shortest time possible.

One last thing, whoever follows or reads my blog will have my blessings.

Thursday at 12.50am est

I have one more follower....;o)

I have another follower ;-) Haven't had time to post here. Will be back soon.

Thursday at 7pm est